Nothing of severe importance

Hi everyone, sorry that I've not been having so many creative spells driven by emotion or a strong desire to express things so--- yeah. I've been trying to continue my fantasy story on a nymph and a boy I created when I was fourteen. Being the perfectionist, nothing seems right when it's not written in that 'mood'. So, it's a slow process, and I honestly hope it continues, it gives me a reason and a way to escape boring real life for something I can actually control and shape. It's coming along slowly, but really, I wouldn't have it any other way; okay; maybe to be a little more consistent. So that's happening, and I don't feel the need to touch on certain other things because I really feel the need to keep that to myself. I've recently discovered I am a boy repellent. Took me long enough. Right. Okay um enough of that-- I feel awkward in school there's no one to whom I can relate to culturally. Like music and movies and all. But we get along great on other stuff. So yeah I really miss my friends back in boarding school, wish I never left. But life doesn't really give a lot to those who are pessimistic and negative. So, I am trying to be a little more positive and hopefully I will see that I have been given a lot. Night all x love you safra