Fanning the Flames

Hello. So I'm on my way to my first A-Level exam. That's great. I feel like an unarmed soldier fighting in a war he doesn't understand but is determined to win, without the one-way protection of ammunition and armour. I honestly can't think how I might get the result I want. So far, my average score for the objective bit of the paper is 20 out of 30 which is pretty bad. I've been high strung all week, and I'm trying to relax in the car now. It's working I guess. I just need to make sure I am in a good state of mind when I sit for it. Strangely, I have always seen this day as so elusive and almost like something that might happen. Now, I still think of it as something that might happen. Great.Brilliant. *Pulls self together* I'll do okay. I'll do just fine.