Growing up and pipe dreams and Hiddlebum and Bumblebutt Cabinetlatch

My disposition has improved slightly; I have been listening to a lot of Ariana Grande. She is surprisingly talented and her spin on pop is kinda cute and she is projecting maturity through her songs and hopefully not go through a 'Dirrty' phase. I quite like who she is right now. 

I believe that I have outgrew several things in my life. The obsession with hot young youtubers (especially Jack and Finn Harries), hot boyband people, I mean I still like them, though my once fire-red 'love' for them has now turned a dull-ish mellow shade of pink. I am quite fine with that, though I'd probably fall in love with them again if they wrote better songs that aren't all so poppy and cheerful. Something from the heart would be nice. 

I have also discovered that I have a fondness for British men in their thirties (Tom Hiddleston and Benedict Cumberbatch) It's quite annoying really, they never seem to leave my head. I am to be in England soon (InsyaAllah) and I can't wait to see plays and musicals in London! (Especially those starring those two). I also would like to be involved in theatre (mostly scriptwriting or acting) but one has to start from the bottom. So whatever really, I just want to work in the theatre to get a taste of it. And of course to be in law. I'd love to be a lawyer someday... But the stage... 

It's always been a dilemma of mine really... I was always unable to determine if me wanting to act and being in the film business was only a pipe dream or something I really wanted. I always told myself I'd never know if I didn't have a taste of what either career could offer. In other news, I have a pimple on my ear and I bought a booklight. That is all that is new. Bye i guess bye all i love you all two/one of you